John 6:51, 60-71
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We live in a world made up of people who have become very very good at getting other people to buy stuff. There are some really bad TV commercials out there, but at the same time, I can’t tell you how often I’ve been left almost breathless at the end of an advertisement. I see the incredible beauty of the human body in action, and suddenly I have come to believe and know that I just need get some Gatorade.
And there is a sense in which the Church also wants to become very very good at getting people to buy stuff. We want people to buy into the message of salvation in Christ Jesus. We want people to sell out for the kingdom of God. And we have developed a pretty sophisticated vocabulary for the simple Evangelical ideal of striving to present the gospel in an attractive, compelling way. We talk about “living missionally,” about participating in “incarnational ministry.” We talk about “engaging the culture,” so that we might be able to present the message of Jesus without coming up against unnecessary barriers. We “become all things to all people” (1 Cor. 9:22) so that it will be as easy as possible for people to accept our invitation to believe in Jesus. And I understand and resonate with so much of this; and I think this way of thinking has a clear theological grounding in the Scriptures and in the tradition of the Church. We strive to portray the incredible beauty of the Christian gospel in action, and we trust that some will come to believe and know that Jesus is the life-giving Holy One of God.
But what on earth are we to do with Jesus himself?! It seems like Jesus wants to preach the gospel in exactly the opposite way that we do: Let’s make this sound as crazy as we can and see what happens from there! Jesus seems to make it as hard as possible for people to accept his invitation to believe in him. In the long discourse leading up to our reading, Jesus has said progressively more and more difficult things for his audience to hear. And the finale looks more like an endorsement of cannibalism than like an attractive Gatorade commercial. “And in conclusion, if you want to live forever, then eat my flesh and drink my blood.” I love the understatement of our English translation: “When many of his disciples heard it, they said, ‘This teaching is difficult.’”
And yet Jesus is definitely extending an invitation to his audience. It may look different from the invitations that we are accustomed to, but this should not prevent us from hearing Jesus preach the gospel. In fact, it is in part the difficulty of Jesus’s form of evangelism that gives expression to the content of his gospel. You see, Jesus doesn’t necessarily want us to understand everything he is saying; he wants us to believe in him, to trust him. St. Augustine, whose feast we are celebrating today, puts it this way: “Jesus did not say, ‘There are some among you who do not understand,’ but he gave the reason for their lack of understanding. ‘There are some among you who do not believe,’ and that is just why they do not understand; because they do not believe.”[1] You see, our mysterious Lord doesn’t necessarily want us to understand everything; he wants us to believe in him, to trust him—to have what we call “faith.”
We are being invited not so much into a tightly-reasoned system of doctrine, but rather into eternal Life himself. Jesus’s gospel is about life. Jesus is about life. Jesus is Life. And of course it’s going to be a mystery how we finite creatures can share in the infinite Life of our creator God. When his disciples complain about how difficult his teaching is, Jesus points to the mystery that is at the heart of his gospel of life.
Jesus says, “If you’re having a hard time believing that I am the bread of life that has come down from heaven, you are going to freak out when you see me ascend back into heaven! You are understanding everything I say as if this earthly reality were the only reality, as if inanimate flesh could actually give life to the world. But you forget that there is more going on here than meets the eye. It is the Spirit that gives life; flesh on its own is useless.” Earlier in the Gospel of John, Jesus had a very similar conversation with a Pharisee named Nicodemus. Jesus asks him, “If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? No one has ascended into heaven except the one who descended from heaven” (John 3:12–13). Jesus reminds him that there is more going on than meets the eye. We are not just talking about the kind of life that we are given when we come out of our mothers’ wombs. We are talking about the kind of life that is given to us from above. It is the Spirit that gives this kind of eternal life, and the Spirit is a mysterious thing; like the wind, you cannot see it, and we have no idea how exactly it works; it blows around in mysterious ways.
The eternal life that Jesus offers us is really something that we are simply invited to receive from above. In John 6 Jesus has been talking about receiving the bread that has come down from heaven, and when Jesus tells us that this bread is his flesh, we are right to think that John is writing about the Lord’s Supper. In the Lord’s Supper, we receive the eternal life that is offered to us in the body and blood of Jesus. And again, this is something mysterious, something that has to do with more than just this earthly reality. There is more going on here than meets the eye. But the point is that the life that we are offered in the flesh and blood of Jesus—the life we are offered by his death on the cross and by his presence in the Sacraments—is something that we are simply invited to receive. We consume it. For us the posture of eternal life is one of receptivity, of faith.
In my tradition when it is time to receive the Sacrament, the priest invites us to “feed on Christ in our hearts by faith.” And in John 6, Jesus speaks the same way. Partaking of the bread of life, eating the flesh of Christ, is what it means to believe in him and have eternal life. Evangelicals tend to talk about “asking Christ into your heart,” and this is the same idea: We accept the very life of God by receiving Christ. The Eucharist is a celebration and an embodiment of the entire Christian life. And so St. Augustine can say, “Why are you getting your teeth and stomachs ready? Believe and you have eaten.”[2] And he can remind us that “grace is not something finished off in mouthfuls.”[3] In the Sacrament we celebrate the fact that every minute of every day we are sharing in the eternal life of God by believing, by entrusting ourselves to Jesus’s mysterious invitation to come and abide with him. This is why Jesus can say, “The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.”
Jesus has offered us eternal life, and all we have to do is receive it. And yet what we find is that even the reception is something that we receive. As Augustine says, “even believing is something given to us.”[4] Jesus tells his disciples, “No one can come to me unless it is granted by the Father.” We are not going to feed on Jesus unless we are hungry. And we can’t exactly choose to be hungry. When Jesus says this, many of his disciples turn back and go away. And so Jesus asks the twelve if they too wish to go away. And their response is, “No, master, we do not entirely understand you, but we are still hungry for life. And you are the one who feeds us with words of eternal life, so where else would we go? You are still so very mysterious, but we have come to trust you. We have come to believe that you are the Holy One of God.”
Jesus’s final remark in this conversation with his disciples is a reminder that the question is always before us. Will we be part of the group who stays with Jesus and feeds on him for eternal life, or will we join Judas and go away, and eventually die of starvation? The way Jesus preaches the gospel, it doesn’t matter whether you’ve believed in him for fifty years or whether you came in today not knowing what you believe. In either case, the question is, “Are you hungry for life today?” And if you are hungry, then the Father has already granted everything you need; simply receive the gift. Believe in Jesus. Drink him in. And let eternal life fill you up. Augustine says, “Give me someone who is hungry, give me someone traveling thirsty through this wilderness, and panting for the fountain of life, and [this person] will know what I am saying.”[5] And so our Lord leaves us with the question, “Are you hungry today?” If so, receive the bread of life, and feed on him in your hearts by faith, with thanksgiving. Believe in Jesus. Drink him in. And let eternal life fill you up.
Amen.
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[1] Augustine, Homily 27, 7 in Homilies on the Gospel of John 1–40, trans. Edmund Hill, ed. Allan D. Fitzgerald (Hyde Park, NY: New City Press, 2009), 471.
[2] Augustine, Homily 25, 12 in Homilies on the Gospel of John 1–40, trans. Edmund Hill, ed. Allan D. Fitzgerald (Hyde Park, NY: New City Press, 2009), 439.
[3] Augustine, Homily 27, 3 in Homilies on the Gospel of John 1–40, trans. Edmund Hill, ed. Allan D. Fitzgerald (Hyde Park, NY: New City Press, 2009), 467.
[4] Augustine, Homily 27, 7 in Homilies on the Gospel of John 1–40, trans. Edmund Hill, ed. Allan D. Fitzgerald (Hyde Park, NY: New City Press, 2009), 471.
[5] Augustine, Homily 26, 4 in Homilies on the Gospel of John 1–40, trans. Edmund Hill, ed. Allan D. Fitzgerald (Hyde Park, NY: New City Press, 2009), 453.